Hello, Charice! Me missing you!

This song makes me remember about someone whom I never heard again in many years. Last time I saw her, she was just around 18years or less.

After so many years, few months ago I was googling about her. And I was shocked. She has already been a transman. She is now a man!

His name was Charice Pempengco. Came from Philipines. She (well still considered as a girl at that time) had amaziiiiiing voice I've ever heard in universe. Really. First time I heard her voice was in youtube, in Star King Show, which was aired in South Korea. That time, i was really addicted to Super Junior, so I watched every shows which Super Junior had been invited to, including Star King. K, back to Charice. She was invited to be one of the guest in Star King and singing "And I'm Telling You I'm Not Going" amazingly. Truly, the voice from a 15 years old girl was so deep and great (well me was 15 also at that time and had done nothing but troubles mehehe). My favorite part was when she had duet with my hunny bunny Kyu Hyun (aaaaaak! my teenagerhood is screaming now, lemme free puhleassee :D). They were singing "A Whole New World". Don't ask me how many times I replay this clip. Maybe already hundreds times 😂

I was not really interested with Charice yet I really like her voice. Also, she had cute face and looked so introvert and calm. But I knew, she would be an amazing star, one day.

Few years later I watched her again in Star King and she still looked amazing. She was there to promote her single "Pyramid" as she already had many fans in Korea. I shortly liked her song after I was listening to it. She also became a beautiful woman with her long hair and cute face.

Last song I'd heard from her was when she sang Whitney Houston's song, One Moment In Time. She sang it at (of course) Star King. Then, I was started to watch her in few TV shows. And I just realized she had reached her successfulness. Wow. I couldn't be more surprised yet I had known she would be that way. I was starting to stream her song, or at least watching her live performance in youtube. I suddenly became her fan. She really had amazing voice and I though no one can have it like hers.

K, it was few years ago. Maybe around 2014 or less.

Few months ago, I was out of nowhere, suddenly googling about her. Just typing her name in search bar. And it showed many news mentioned that she is now a transman. I was very shocked. Really? What happened? And how about her career? Her amazing voice?

I read the news. I watched youtube. I finally understand. She just wanna be free. She just wants to live a life happily. With her choice. With her true self. What made me shocked was she was willing to do anything to change her identity including to let her amazing voice away from her. I dropped my tears to realize this was very big deal for her.

His name now is Jake Zyrus. He is a man since  (around) 2017. He is totally change into a man. Yet, his face still the same. Cute and calm. He had breast-cut surgery and got some hormon therapy which change his voice A LOT. As he is now totally a man, his voice also changed. He still has amazing voice,

But honestly I'm still a big fan of Charice.

I am not standing against Jake Zyrus. I really appreciate his choice, whatever it is. I am just missing old Charice. I miss her voice. I miss her outstanding performance. Her gifted voice. I'm glad there are many videos of Charice in Youtube so I can rewatch them whenever I want. Really, I miss her. But to be noted, no matter that my heart still not fully let her go for free, I will support Jake Zyrus for everything he has choosen.

Like the song that Charice had ever sung, 

Well, Jake Zyrus and Charice Pempengco..

Happy 29th Birthday.

I hope this will be the best way for you to be who you trully are.

To be happy. To live a perfect life.

And. You deserve to be happy.

For everything you have sacrificed.

For everything you have felt.

I wish you to be very happy for your rest of your life.

But please, let me say it today.

I just miss Charice.

Hi Charice, me missing you!