Being single is not a bad idea. Yap, i dont have any boyfriend since february and i am feeling really pretty free. As many people said, being single is the best way when you feel that your relationship is getting worst. hahahahaha-HAA! I am okay, really! I feel like i can freely walk to place i haven't met for long times. place which can make me warmer. okay. let's call it Family and.. FRIENDS!
I don't know why, but i feel that being single makes me going so busy. Yap, i'm free but busy. free inside, busy outside. It is really damn wonderful, you know, when i could spend my time with my family and friends, i could have so much jokes and laugh with them. No day without hanging out with friends; things i couldn't do before. My ex-boyfie actually was not really protect me, he is a nice boy. But when i spent my times with friends, he would be jealous and it made me uncomfortable. But it is okay. It is done. I and him will be best friend forever, won't we?
Friends are the second most precious thing i've ever have after family. I miss that moment. I miss my friends. I miss so many things i did with them. Sit in a cheap cafe for a long-time, having many cups of coffee, playing poker and so many fuckin wonderful things else. Really simple. Really full of joy. When it's happened, seems like nothing is happier than those. Really.
Few days ago, i was hanging out with my part-time-friends. I felt so happy there because we've never hanged out before. We've planned it for so many months aaaaand finally it's happened. Thank God for this miracle ho ho hoooo! It went really pretty fun! We spent our times with jokes and laugh; and trust me, at that time i really wished that the time is stopped so i can laugh with them forever. We already have a plan for next (few) time, but i dont know whether it is really happened or not later huahahaHAHA!!
Another advantages i got from my "single-status" is i can go travelling [AGAIN!]. I can go to everyplace, everytime, with everyone i wanna go with. Actually, i really wanna climb a mountain even my dad never permitt me to go. I wanna go diving even my money is not enough yet. I've planned to travel in a beautiful place, i am gonna tell you later 
There are some people said that when you're single, you'll look for so many things to kill your single time to make you're not feeling so lonely. It is right, actually. I don't wanna feel lonely, so I'm gonna make myself busy with so many things to do. cheers!
happiness is simple.
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